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This account was to share some poems with some paintings. Like looking for a painting for each poem, and another goal was to upload photos meaningful to me as I was looking to save my memories in one place on the internet. However, the problem lies in that I don't feel I belong on Instagram it is definitely not an app for me and today I am going to upload all the posts from that account on my blog, here . Since we started talking about Instagram I'm going to share my opinion about this app: Many of my colleagues use instagram a lot sometimes I feel weird when they ask me.  Why are you not active on instagram? It's a feeling of exclusion  My history on instagram : I started using it when I was 15 years old and from time to time I would upload nice pictures of my life, but when I was 20 years old instagram became my enemy because of the pandemic I had become addicted and as a result I came to delete my account with a strong urge because every time I went on instagram I felt l

 How fast time goes by!  A writer said "I think my life is being told by the world cups" and I was thinking about it... My first world cup I remember was in 2010 when I was 10 years old and that year was marked by the song "Danzakuduro" haha and my childhood with my cousins, my family and watching every match with my brother, dancing "Waka Waka" at school haha and practicing a new musical instrument. Wonderful memories! 🥺 Then in 2014 oww that was very euphoric when I was a teenager and discovered new things in life, that year I realized that I love literature and writing . And after listening to Miley Cyrus and Adele songs I said : I would like to learn English hahaha and I was obsessed with electronic music . That year I also had an accident that gave me a different point of view of life ^^. That was my last world cup in high school. And in 2018 I became an adult and legal person 😂 Unfortunately in 2018 I didn't enjoy in the world cup because I sim

I'd like to go back in time and ask you   Did you read the diary I wrote while you were sleeping?  It was a strange day in June when the sun was shining brightly. My sister woke up in despair and said to me :  --I felt and saw that he was saying goodbye and kissing you on the head.   Then my older sister's cell phone rang and we went to the hospital all my family around 7 am the doctor came out and said:  --The night before he had a heart attack but he was able to resist, unfortunately, this morning it was not the same. At that moment I felt like my heart was breaking, a deep pain in my chest and while the first tear came out I felt like a part of my life was breaking forever, until now I feel an emptiness that neither tears nor good memories can fill. The grieving process has been difficult and I still ask myself : What would our lives be like if you were still here?  I wish you were here just for a moment to feel your embrace, your smile, your hands playing an instrument....

  I feel a bit melancholic and memories come to my head.  I hope to someday find a good guy for me, a good person who will allow himself to love without inhibitions, feeling emotions 100%, someone sincere, direct and who will talk about uncomfortable things from empathy, love and understanding. Although this is only one aspect of my life, I just want to remember that the only thing I am looking for is what makes us human. I will not allow my bad experiences to influence my future relationships. I promise myself to improve in the meantime. 18 nov 2022

  I can't understand why people here want to have "Intercambio de Idiomas" if they only want to speak their target language and they do it in such a cynical way that it really bothers me ;( . My experience was horrible and uncomfortable , because this person when I started to speak in English made like he didn't understand and started to speak again only in Spanish, every time I tried to answer him in English he interrupted me. I can't believe there are people with so much ego and little empathy. Clarification: I like to speak in my native language but when I use the "language exchange" function it is obvious that I want an exchange experience, right? 15 nov 2022

Es extraño sentir a la alegría agitarse dentro de ti después de tres años en depresión y con nubes oscuras rodeando tu cabeza. Ojalá alguien que esté atravesando por esto sepa que algún día va a pasar, se lo prometo. Al volver a leer algunas entradas en este blog me doy cuenta como pensaba en esos entonces, el viajar por un instante a través de los poemas que escribía ahora me doy cuenta lo mucho que he cambiado y mejorado. Se siente tan bien poder levantarse con energías en las mañanas, hacer ejercicios, jugar con tu perrito, darte tiempo para atreverte a intentar nuevas cosas, demostrar tu amor sin inhibiciones simplemente abrazar a la vida.  Hace una semana atrás cumplí 22 años y me gustaría compartir todo lo que he aprendido estos años: Como alguien que esta atravesando duelo por la muerte de mi hermano mi primer consejo es que pasen tiempo de calidad con sus seres queridos, no el próximo mes, no el fin de semana, AHORA, nunca olviden decirles y recordarles lo mucho que los aman. E